oh god why i cant handle this pain

**stellatj** · 12-24-2003, 05:03 AM

Please i feel like i am in a nightmare
why did those 2 troopers come to my door
why did they tell me the love of my life
was killed he stopped on the highway to help
someone with a flat and a drunk driver hit him why oh why my love my husband my best friend
we were suppose to move in our new home monday
what do i do i cant sleep i cant funtion
why i love him so much dear god help me
i cant help T.J. he is cring for daddy
tim always stopped to help anyone this was his last time
my love my tim 2-18-69 to 12-23-2003

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**DBackFan** · 12-24-2003, 05:07 AM

OMG Honey I don't even know what to say.

I am so so sorry. I can't imagine the pain. Please lean on us here, we are here for you and will do everything we can to make it a little easier if thats even possible. ((((((Stella)))))))

***DAVESBABYDOLL*** · 12-24-2003, 05:14 AM

I don't even know what to say

I can only cry with you and pray for you.Like DBF said,we are here if you need us.

{{{{{{{{{{Stella}}}}}}}}}}}}

Suz*e* · 12-24-2003, 05:16 AM

My gosh hunny, how in the world did you even have the mind set to log onto BBS and make a post with all of the commotion, and baby crying?

I think if things are this insane at home, you ought to call for some help with the baby and yourself. If you have no family call 911, get some nerve pills. No sense in a breakdown if your are losing it sweetie.

IF a baby is there, and if you are hysterical, please get it together until you get help over at your home at once.

**Angelseyes28** · 12-24-2003, 05:18 AM

OMG I am so sorry!!! I just don't know what to say

My heart is breaking for you. I cannot even begin to imagine the pain you are feeling right now. I have never been through what you are going through so all I can do is lend you a shoulder to cry on and an ear to scream at. Please know you and your son will be in my thoughts and prayers. {{{{{{{{Stella and T.J.}}}}}}}}}

**stellatj** · 12-24-2003, 05:20 AM

he was killed about 2 hours from here they wont relese his body yet i cant sleep my older 2 boys are here they are sleeping but i cant the tears wont stop i have noone i can call this early the pain is unbarable i need to talk to someone anyone i want to hear its a nightmare i cant deal with this

**Angelseyes28** · 12-24-2003, 05:21 AM

{{{{{{stellatj}}}}}}}

Suz*e* · 12-24-2003, 05:22 AM

Do you want to talk on the phone to someone here?

**DBackFan** · 12-24-2003, 05:38 AM

Stella I'm sure that your family and friends won't care what time of day it is. If you need to call someone, do it please. I wish I could be there or help you honey but you have to try and be strong for the kids. Call someone!

**kimp67** · 12-24-2003, 05:52 AM

(((((((((((((((stellatj))))))))))))))))))
I am so sorry for your loss

Suz*e* · 12-24-2003, 05:52 AM

I am gonna be stern right now for your own good, ok....

Get T.J. some help! THINK CLEARLY...T.J. CALL FOR HELP!!!dbackfan is right, noone will mind at this hour given the circumstances! If you can type, you can call 911 DO IT NOW PLEASE!

The baby has to come FIRST right now, please!

Then, after you get the babies help, then you can fall apart, get some nerve meds or whatever. hang on....until after you get the kids dealt with ok.

Hugs to you!

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