today is smeans birthday

[jcw]

I am missing my girl so much. Today is my hell on earth. I want to hug my daughter and tell her happy birthday so bad.We went to her grave and her headstone was put up yesterday.We had her ryan newman car put on it so she would love it.The kids took balloons and put on it this morning before school and want us to go back with them later.It's just a hard day and i'm feeling sorry for myself.

[teenap]

I am so sorry to hear!!!

I was coming here to vent that its my bday and it sucks, but your post definately puts things into perspective

[freeby4me]

I am so sorry (((HUGS)))

[ksmomof2]

(((((jcw))))) I'm so sorry. :( I know how completely painful and heartbreaking this day is for you. Hayley's birthday is May 25 and this year it was the day before Memorial Day. We've already decided that every year for her birthday we are going to spend it with her. (her gravesite is 3 hours away where her mom is :cry ) It sucks that we can't go visit her more often. :( Anyways, we went to her grave on her birthday with her mom and other brother and sisters and sang happy birthday to her. I thought my heart would break into a million pieces again. :cry I lost it afterwards because that was not how I wanted to "celebrate" her birthday, by singing to her grave. :cry The next day (Memorial Day) we went out there with lots of her friends and released a ton of balloons that we had attached notes that we had written to her and sent them to Heaven. Maybe your grandkids would like to do something like that? I'm sorry for rambling, and I know that nothing will make this day easier to get through, so just know that I'll be thinking of you and your family and that I understand how difficult this day is for you. :hug :hug

[sheila_361]

:hug my friend!!! My thoughts are with you... :hug

[dinosmom]

I am so sorry. My thoughts are with you during this difficult time.

[Shann]

:hug my thoughts are with you and your family today, I'm so sorry you all have to go through this :(

[Beso]

Sorry, I can only imagine how hard today must be.

[Unicornmom77]

My prayers are with you and your family! I wish I could ease your pain, just thinking about how hard it must be brings tears to my eyes.

Big hugs!!

[speedygirl]

Hugs. My thoughts are with you and your family. I admire the way that you've paid tribute to your daughter.

[ElleGee]

:hug My heart breaks for you. I cannot imagine how you feel right now.

Paying tribute to your daughter is an awesome thing defo *nod

[tsquared]

My thoughts are with you and your family on this day.

[Army-Mom]

I am so very sorry for your loss..On my brothers birthday I get some balloons and I write a letter to him and send it up with some balloons and in my heart I want to belieive God reached down and got the letter and gave it to him..sending prayers and hugs to all

[lymi]

I just can't imangine loosing a child. My heart goes out to you.

[gmyers]

I'm sorry thats got to be really hard for ya'll. I hope it'll get easier for you.

[Littleme]

I am so sorry. nobody should have to loose a child. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

[jcw]

Thanks guys. Yesterday was really a hard day. We took flowers and balloons to her grave. Her kids send mom notes on balloons a lot. On a lighter note, the little girl was in a beauty pagent at the county fair saturday and came in 1st runner up and the baby is trying to walk. The three kids are what keeps us going. Thanks again for your thoughts and prayers.

[MERE CHAT]

My deepest sympathy goes out to you at such a difficult time. We all receive the "gift of life" and no one can predict when it's our time to leave. Remember the "good times" and "cherish and celebrate the memories". Time doesn't make us forget but life can get better. Our loved ones would want us to go on. God Bless!

[CLARKS4]

Our prayers are with you and the family. Just remember her life continues thru the children. They are part of her. God Bless You.

[Char]

Bless your heart hon... You have/had every right to feel sad, you know what you have been through ! :hug

Time won't heal it, but, it gives you the ability to learn to live with it. Peace to you.

[ilovecats]

I don't know how I missed this because I think of you all the time.
I cannot imagine how hard it is to lose a child.I am so glad you have those kids to keep you going.

[BeanieLuvR]

I just got back home and saw this. I am so sorry for your pain. I think of you all of the time. My prayers are with you. :hug

[DonnaWV]

I'm so sorry for your loss. God bless you

[Matt's Mom]

So sorry for your loss and pain.

[msmom79]

i am so sorry- big hugs and prayers to you and your family

[jbbarn]

:sad :bawling:

I'm so very very sorry!!!

[Charley01]

So sorry ((((((HUGs))))))