Adra
04-29-2008, 08:03 AM
exhausted
With all that i have had on me concerning my sister, (latest thing-she called me and asked me questions I told her only the truth, she calls mom tells her lies and stretches the things I did say gets mom upset she comes to my house and I respectfully and patiently told her what was said and how I felt and how hurt I get when she talks to me rough, I did not tell her sister lied just made sure the truth came out, this happened last week) Then BIL died and family got togeather . I had not seen some of them in 20 yrs. and so many of them looked so frail and unhealthy and I fear within 6 months there will be more family gone. And I felt so helpless watching dh cry and there was nothing I could say or do to make it better.
I slept last night from 10:30 until after 7 this morning. That is so unusual cause I generally don't need but 6 hours of sleep and even if i don't set my alarm I wake up after 6 to 6 and1/2 hours sleep. I just feel so tired.
Baby is here and he is a happy spot in my day. He is watching Lion King right now and I am able to type. But i have read to him and sung to him He loves if you're happy and you know it.
OK I'm rambling now. Just needed to talk
Take care kiss your loved ones cause it might be the last chance you get to tell them that you love them.
With all that i have had on me concerning my sister, (latest thing-she called me and asked me questions I told her only the truth, she calls mom tells her lies and stretches the things I did say gets mom upset she comes to my house and I respectfully and patiently told her what was said and how I felt and how hurt I get when she talks to me rough, I did not tell her sister lied just made sure the truth came out, this happened last week) Then BIL died and family got togeather . I had not seen some of them in 20 yrs. and so many of them looked so frail and unhealthy and I fear within 6 months there will be more family gone. And I felt so helpless watching dh cry and there was nothing I could say or do to make it better.
I slept last night from 10:30 until after 7 this morning. That is so unusual cause I generally don't need but 6 hours of sleep and even if i don't set my alarm I wake up after 6 to 6 and1/2 hours sleep. I just feel so tired.
Baby is here and he is a happy spot in my day. He is watching Lion King right now and I am able to type. But i have read to him and sung to him He loves if you're happy and you know it.
OK I'm rambling now. Just needed to talk
Take care kiss your loved ones cause it might be the last chance you get to tell them that you love them.