keen9801
12-02-2004, 08:20 AM
Oka, I really want to do something nice for my b/f in case he gets to come home today or tomorrow.
I know I have wrote the things he has done in the past but I keep thinking about how scared he is. I feel horrible for him and I just really wanna do something nice for him... I have sat and thought about it and I just can't come up with anything thats sounds good enough. I don't have any money, I mean I am for sure going to get him a card at the Factory Card Outlet today (thankfully they have cards for 39 cents). I know that sounds cheap and all but some of their cards are really nice cards. I has cried and cried he is sorry that he has put me and the kids through this but I keep telling him that I know that wasn't his intentions (to put us through this). I am doing nothing but constantly crying because he is still seeing things and he just doesn't seem the same. I am afraid that he will never be the same. That scares me sooooo bad! I love him I really do and I regret ever ever complaining about him. He keeps telling me that he is so sorry for griping about the bills and this experience has made him see how important life is and how important me and the kids are to him. It breaks my heart to have to leave the hospital, like today I can't go see him until after 2pm, and the doctors have his chart so they can't see it to see that they have a release in his file for release information to me, so I don't even know how he is doing today. It just seems like an eternity.
If any of you have any suggestions as to what I can do for him when he gets home please please share!! Thank you soooooo much!!
I know I have wrote the things he has done in the past but I keep thinking about how scared he is. I feel horrible for him and I just really wanna do something nice for him... I have sat and thought about it and I just can't come up with anything thats sounds good enough. I don't have any money, I mean I am for sure going to get him a card at the Factory Card Outlet today (thankfully they have cards for 39 cents). I know that sounds cheap and all but some of their cards are really nice cards. I has cried and cried he is sorry that he has put me and the kids through this but I keep telling him that I know that wasn't his intentions (to put us through this). I am doing nothing but constantly crying because he is still seeing things and he just doesn't seem the same. I am afraid that he will never be the same. That scares me sooooo bad! I love him I really do and I regret ever ever complaining about him. He keeps telling me that he is so sorry for griping about the bills and this experience has made him see how important life is and how important me and the kids are to him. It breaks my heart to have to leave the hospital, like today I can't go see him until after 2pm, and the doctors have his chart so they can't see it to see that they have a release in his file for release information to me, so I don't even know how he is doing today. It just seems like an eternity.
If any of you have any suggestions as to what I can do for him when he gets home please please share!! Thank you soooooo much!!