If you can spare a few prayers or good vibes or whatever..please

[ttistin]

I know I havent been on in a while, we still havent turned our phone on yet, so no internet. I am at my MIL's house right now. My family had a tragic loss just a few weeks ago. My mother passed away 10-28-04 It was very sudden and no one was ready for something like this. My mom was 55 years old and has 6 grandkids. She had a bloodclot next to her heart. She moved in with my aunt about 4 years ago, they were always close but since my mom moved in with them they got even closer. My aunt was standing next to my mom when it happened. My aunt is having a very hard time with all this, if you can please say a few prayers for us in the coming weeks. My mom was really excited about christmas, she had so many things planned. Christmas is going to be a very hard time for all of us.

I am not sure when I am going to get online again, so there is no need to respond but please keep us in your thoughts. :(

[queenangie]

Keeping you and your family in our thoughts & prayers, dear.

[MittensKit]

My sympathy and prayers go out to you and your family. I know how hard it is to lose someone so close to you, especially around the holidays. Both of my parents have health problems and my mother has had surgery on her legs four times in the last 2 months. I wish you the best and will remember you in my prayers. God Bless!

[zeenababy]

My Prayers Are With You & Your Family!

[msmom79]

my prayers and thoughts are with you and your family.ann

[MamaFairal]

Oh ttistin i am so sorry for your loss {[prayers}}

[ajksmom]

My deepest sympathies are with you and your familly. I am sending prayers your way.

[buttrfli]

oh honey :( {{{HUGS}}} you and your family are in our prayers

[Tasha405]

I'm so sorry. :( You are your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. (((Hugs)))

[moe265]

You have my sympathy. I am very sorry :(

[YYounghouse]

praying for you.

[catdance]

((HUGS))..I am sending prayers and good thought's and VIBES..and anything else I can think of....

[nosamiam]

I am sorry to hear that. Please know that you will be in our prayers!

[NCgranny]

So sorry for your loss, you and your family are in my prayers...

[heartlvrs]

so sorry for your lost. I lost my dad when i was just 15 from a cerebral anurism(sp)...God strenghten you!

[Unicornmom77]

My deepest sympathies...

[jcw]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Prayers sent your way

[andreame70]

I am so sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Andrea

[jonette5]

I am so sorry for your loss. I am sending all my prayers and good thoughts your way!

[ttistin]

I came back over today to email my dad, so I thought I would stop in here again today. Thank you all for the replys.

It has been really unreal to me. Even in the hospital when the drs were trying to keep her heart beating with all the meds and such. Watching that heart beat number slow down was really unreal. I kept thinking this is just a joke. It cant be real. Not my mom. We had so many plans, for Christmas and then next June my sister is getting married so we had all these plans for going to pick out her dress and all that stuff. My mom was the type of person that never sat still. She was always doing something. It seemed like she couldnt ever sit still.

There are so many things I wish I had said to my mom. We were finally starting to get close, have that kind of mother/daughter relationship.

Christmas is going to be so hard for us. For the first time I am not looking forward to the holidays :(