3 Weeks ago today

[stellatj]

Today is 3 weeks that my Tim was killed 3 weeks ago today i heard his voice for the last time telling me he would be home in a few hours
3 weeks since i felt his touch i am being honest here its not getting any easier i am so lost without Tim so sad and scared i miss him so bad i cry 20 hours a day. life lost all its meaning for me i try to act strong for T.J'S sake but when he starts crying for daddy i hurt so bad. i feel like we had so much unfinished bussiness so much left i need to ask him i wish i had just 1 more minute with him just 1 more minute god i miss him.
sorry all for rambling

[Gitty]

Please check and see if there is any grief counseling around you. It really can make a difference.

[MySonNick1]

{{{{STELLATJ}}}}

[mom2cvam]

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[tiffany21]

hugs sweetie

[Whitequeen39]

My heart breaks for you...

[A0305]

((((((Stella))))))

[Dolly<3]

(((((Stella!)))))
I'm so sorry you're hurting. I wish I could help. :(

[Unicornmom77]

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((((((((((((((((((STELLA))))))))))))))))))))))

[mjh341]

(((((stella)))))

[peaceluver]

((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))) to you stella.

[ajksmom]

{{{stella and TJ}}}, I really wish there was something I could say or do to make this easier on you both. As someone else said please try to get some grief counseling.

[CaptCritter]

Stella, although I don't know you I do know the incredible pain you are going through, I lost my husband this past June. I know you have heard it a million times in the past few weeks, but i does get easier, don't get me wrong I still cry most days, but I am now able to remember him with smiles and laughter as well. Take your time in grieveing, there is no time limit. If you want to talk feel free to PM me. I am terribly sorry for your loss ((((stella)))).

[Merry99%]

((((Hugs and Prayers))))))Stella.

[mesue]

(((((((((((((((((Stella)))))))))))))))))))

[queenangie]

Sending you very warm hugs, Stella!
We continue to keep you and your sons in our prayers.
Angie

[Angelseyes28]

{{{{{{Stella}}}}}}}:(

[lpelham]

Stella,

It's it weird how life just beats the &^%* out of you sometimes? I have not lost a spouse, but saw my dad lose two wifes (my mom to illness, stepmom to carwreck). He rebounded from my mom's death about as well as could be expected, but I thought I would never see him smile again after losing my stepmother. Not that he loved her more than my mom, but it just almost killed him having to suffer a loss like that again. But, thankfully now, he is remarried and happy and I am so glad to see that.

I hope some kind of peace will come to you eventually. You will never stop missing him, but hopefully things can resume to some sort of normalicy if not for your sake, for your son's. I think grief counseling would help if you can get it. I know even the churches around here do it occassionally.

Libby