justme23
04-26-2003, 10:04 PM
Some of you know I was supposed to go on the 15th to have all my teeth removed (genetics and drinking only soda caused this, if you are a soda drinker, let this be a lesson to you, brush LOTS). They initially were going to do it in an OR in the hospital but at the last minute my medical insurance backed out and we couldn't afford the OR or the anesthesiologist. So my oral surgeon said he would do it in his office under just a local anesthesia instead.
Well when I get there, they have me sign consent forms (do I have to sign my life away for *everything?*) and put me in the chair. No big deal, I couldn't wait to wake up and not have the horrible pain I live w/ daily and finally not be 'sick' all the time. Well, they start my i.v. and pump the local in and my heart rate skyrockets. I have perfect blood pressure (even being a fluffy ppl always tell me how lucky I am, I have the blood pressure of someone half my size) so no one can figure out what the problem is. My heart rate has been high all my life tho, hovering around 96 at all times but it flew to 140 about 30 seconds after he gave me the local. He gave me a shot of something to bring it down, which did, for about a minute, then went right back up.
He talked to hubby about it and they agreed it was just too dangerous to keep me sedated for the 2 hours the OS would need w/out being in a hospital setting and a licensed anesthesiologist to monitor me. So he woke me up and attempted to explain things to me (I, at the time, was more entertained by his third eyeball and really didn't have the capacity to understand right then... I love anesthesia.. lol). Anyways, he sent me to my primary physician to have tests run. They are testing my thyroid and a couple other things that I really didn't understand and gave me an ekg. I was still tachicardia(sp), w/ normal heart rates between 60 and 100, mine was 102. So at the ripe old age of 26 I am being sent to a cardiologist for a stress test. I'm too fluffy to do a normal stress test hooked to a treadmill, so they are going to inject me w/ something to speed my heart up to see how much it can take.
I have to tell yall, I am scared beyond scared. I cry about it everyday since I got the news. They want me (or my heart) stressed to the max. I'm not allowed any nicotine or caffeine 24 hours before, so that just adds even more to the stres which I guess is good for them but has my tummy in knots. I kept asking my doc if this injection could give me a heart attack and she assures me it's very well controlled and I will be fine but I just am having a hard time dealing and am sooo scared that I'd rather just live with my horribly rotten teeth and be sick forever than risk dying over this stress test... which amounts to even more stress. I've been losing it out both ends over the stress I'm already putting myself through, I can't imagine what will come of this and what really pisses me off is my heart rate has ALWAYS been high, why has no one made a big deal out of it until now? If it's so bad and my chart always reflects a high heart rate, why haven't I been tested before? Are things like this always ignored until someone says 'hey do something about it!' Shouldn't I have been told by *someone* that it is an issue before now?
I don't know... I just needed to talk really. My hubby used to be an emt and also worked in an ER for a while and my cousin works in the 3rd busiest er in the country. They both keep telling me I am stressing myself over nothing and to calm down, and I know they are saying it w/ love but it's just not working and is really starting to irritate me. Sometimes I'd just rather a hug and a shoulder to cry on than always 'just relax'. I know that sounds ungreatful but I just can't help it.
Anyways, if you managed to get this far, thank you for reading. I tried to seperate it in to more paragraphs even tho it's not a strong point so it would be easier to read for everyone, too. Thanx you guys.
Well when I get there, they have me sign consent forms (do I have to sign my life away for *everything?*) and put me in the chair. No big deal, I couldn't wait to wake up and not have the horrible pain I live w/ daily and finally not be 'sick' all the time. Well, they start my i.v. and pump the local in and my heart rate skyrockets. I have perfect blood pressure (even being a fluffy ppl always tell me how lucky I am, I have the blood pressure of someone half my size) so no one can figure out what the problem is. My heart rate has been high all my life tho, hovering around 96 at all times but it flew to 140 about 30 seconds after he gave me the local. He gave me a shot of something to bring it down, which did, for about a minute, then went right back up.
He talked to hubby about it and they agreed it was just too dangerous to keep me sedated for the 2 hours the OS would need w/out being in a hospital setting and a licensed anesthesiologist to monitor me. So he woke me up and attempted to explain things to me (I, at the time, was more entertained by his third eyeball and really didn't have the capacity to understand right then... I love anesthesia.. lol). Anyways, he sent me to my primary physician to have tests run. They are testing my thyroid and a couple other things that I really didn't understand and gave me an ekg. I was still tachicardia(sp), w/ normal heart rates between 60 and 100, mine was 102. So at the ripe old age of 26 I am being sent to a cardiologist for a stress test. I'm too fluffy to do a normal stress test hooked to a treadmill, so they are going to inject me w/ something to speed my heart up to see how much it can take.
I have to tell yall, I am scared beyond scared. I cry about it everyday since I got the news. They want me (or my heart) stressed to the max. I'm not allowed any nicotine or caffeine 24 hours before, so that just adds even more to the stres which I guess is good for them but has my tummy in knots. I kept asking my doc if this injection could give me a heart attack and she assures me it's very well controlled and I will be fine but I just am having a hard time dealing and am sooo scared that I'd rather just live with my horribly rotten teeth and be sick forever than risk dying over this stress test... which amounts to even more stress. I've been losing it out both ends over the stress I'm already putting myself through, I can't imagine what will come of this and what really pisses me off is my heart rate has ALWAYS been high, why has no one made a big deal out of it until now? If it's so bad and my chart always reflects a high heart rate, why haven't I been tested before? Are things like this always ignored until someone says 'hey do something about it!' Shouldn't I have been told by *someone* that it is an issue before now?
I don't know... I just needed to talk really. My hubby used to be an emt and also worked in an ER for a while and my cousin works in the 3rd busiest er in the country. They both keep telling me I am stressing myself over nothing and to calm down, and I know they are saying it w/ love but it's just not working and is really starting to irritate me. Sometimes I'd just rather a hug and a shoulder to cry on than always 'just relax'. I know that sounds ungreatful but I just can't help it.
Anyways, if you managed to get this far, thank you for reading. I tried to seperate it in to more paragraphs even tho it's not a strong point so it would be easier to read for everyone, too. Thanx you guys.