rain_cries
04-21-2003, 12:39 PM
I got an e-mail from my brother today asking me to call my dr and ask him to call in a prescription for my brother for pain pills. He said that his wisdom teeth are bothering him and he is swollen. He asked me to then call my father at work and tell him where the prescription was filled so that my dad could pick them up after work. He said he would do it, but he had to work today and wouldn't be able to....
Ok, here is my beef with that:
1.) Just this past week, he tried to start trouble between my father and me.
2.) I had made an appointment with an oral surgeon, made arrangements for my brother to make payments because he doesn't have dental insurance, made arrangements for a sitter to watch my kids while I drove him to and from the dentist, made arrangements for someone to stay with him until my father got home from work. - He cancelled after my sitter arrived and refused to call the dentist to cancel the appt. I had to do it.
3.) My brother is 27years old and I am not responsible to make sure he has medical treatment. He has 2 fifteen minute breaks and a half hour lunch - he can call a doctor then.
4.) My brother has a drug problem and I will not ask my dr to give him pain pills. My stomach just churned when I read his e-mail.
5.) My brother has blamed me for his drinking problem. I have never taken him to a bar, nor have I ever bought or otherwise provided alcohol to him. He wasnt' even legal drinking age when I moved out of the family home!
I protected my sibs from our abusive mother and made sure they were cared for. I made all the meals, did all the cleaning, made sure everyone had their homework done, did all the laundry, and everything else that a parent would do since I was small. (Started cooking etc when I was 9)
He has done so many terrible things to my family and I am all for getting on with your life and if you aren't doing the same crap, then forgive and forget - BUT I will not be taken advantage of. I am still paying off his and my mother's bills that are on my credit report. I have had limited contact with my brother recently and now I am once again paying for being kind. I should have kept on being a
b!tch and had peace in my life. I hadn't spoken with my brother for almost 5 years.
I just have to keep reminding myself that I am not responsible for the world and to get the "walk all over me, I am a doormat" sign off of my forehead! I am NOT doing anything for him. He needs to GROW THE FECK UP!!!!!
Ok, here is my beef with that:
1.) Just this past week, he tried to start trouble between my father and me.
2.) I had made an appointment with an oral surgeon, made arrangements for my brother to make payments because he doesn't have dental insurance, made arrangements for a sitter to watch my kids while I drove him to and from the dentist, made arrangements for someone to stay with him until my father got home from work. - He cancelled after my sitter arrived and refused to call the dentist to cancel the appt. I had to do it.
3.) My brother is 27years old and I am not responsible to make sure he has medical treatment. He has 2 fifteen minute breaks and a half hour lunch - he can call a doctor then.
4.) My brother has a drug problem and I will not ask my dr to give him pain pills. My stomach just churned when I read his e-mail.
5.) My brother has blamed me for his drinking problem. I have never taken him to a bar, nor have I ever bought or otherwise provided alcohol to him. He wasnt' even legal drinking age when I moved out of the family home!
I protected my sibs from our abusive mother and made sure they were cared for. I made all the meals, did all the cleaning, made sure everyone had their homework done, did all the laundry, and everything else that a parent would do since I was small. (Started cooking etc when I was 9)
He has done so many terrible things to my family and I am all for getting on with your life and if you aren't doing the same crap, then forgive and forget - BUT I will not be taken advantage of. I am still paying off his and my mother's bills that are on my credit report. I have had limited contact with my brother recently and now I am once again paying for being kind. I should have kept on being a
b!tch and had peace in my life. I hadn't spoken with my brother for almost 5 years.
I just have to keep reminding myself that I am not responsible for the world and to get the "walk all over me, I am a doormat" sign off of my forehead! I am NOT doing anything for him. He needs to GROW THE FECK UP!!!!!