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i just can't ever catch a break :(
So DH dropped a bombshell this afternoon and told me he found out his unemployment benefits will be gone at the end of April (there's legislation in the works to extend it but who knows how long that will take to go through?). He has been hunting for a job since Oct. 2009 and no bites, not even a phone call back despite nearly 100 applications submitted (his work is specialized, he's a Ph.D. physical chemist, nanotechnology). Great. So what are we supposed to do now? I think it will mean selling the house (probably at a huge loss) and moving in with his parents (who thankfully I get along with but their house is on the small side).
It's not enough that I've gone through severe depression, an eating disorder & am dealing with panic disorder & fibromyalgia (or something, that's what the doctors call it, I'm not sure it's true fibromyalgia but I have very severe myofascial pain all over my body, muscle spasms, lots of nerve sensitivities) & for lack of any other diagnosis, that's what it's been labeled as. And I had a heck of a stint with vitamin B-6 toxicity too. All of the meds I've been on over the years have changed me (my personality) in ways I can't exactly explain, but I just don't function the way I used to before I got on any meds and I can't put my finger on exactly how it's changed me, just that it has, and even my mom & sisters have remarked upon it from time to time. I've tried getting a job in retail but my degree (master's in cell biology) seems to overqualify me for anything. Don't people understand the job market is brutal out there! ? DH can't find work either since nearly every company has applications online & the computer screening sometimes boots him out the minute he's submitted an application (will receive an automatic email back that he' not got the job).
This was already DH's 3rd layoff in 5 years of marriage. It's so frustrating! If only he'd get a break or someone would take a chance on him. Even if he doesn't have experience or a degree in a field, it's likely he can learn it & get up to speed quickly. One of his greatest assets is that if his job requires something like knowledge of an area of physics or calculus or computer programming, he can quickly learn & master it. And he is one of the most tenacious problem solvers I've ever met & often will think outside the box to solve a problem. Which you'd think would be skills that make him highly marketable, but there's never a place on an application to list these sorts of skills & if you add them in otherwise, it sounds like you're just full of yourself or something.
And now our house...I am numb inside, hurt, I don't know. It seems like I never get any kind of break ever. Trying to keep a cheerful front for my daughter is just about doing me in. I haven't had a decent night's sleep in forever. I'm having panic attacks daily. And I'm depressed (not going to harm myself or anything) but I've certainly had better days moodwise. I feel broken and hopeless.
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03-09-2010 01:52 PM
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I'm really sorry for whats happening to ya'll. I can sympathise we just went though three years of worrying about money to pay the bills. My husband is on disability now and its barely enough to live on. I know how much stress you're going through. I went through the sleepless nights and am still going through them. I really hope your husband can find a really good job and give ya'll a break from all this stress, Take care of yourself, the stress isn't helping your nedical conditions. But I know thats easier said than done. I really hope things get better for you and your family.
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first, see if you can qualify for SSI. Let them know also, of your financial troubles. Is there anywhere your DH might be able to network? Do you have community events like SBA & Chamber of Commerce shows that he can go to?
He could also see if there are going to be any seminars in your area that would have companies that he could work for as participants. These are long shots, I know, but maybe if he could actually speak to a real person and not just be another on-line applicant, it might open a door.
((hugs))
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Mrs Pepperpot is a lady who always copes with the tricky situations that she finds herself in....
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keeping you and hubby in my prayers
something will come along soon.may not be want he wants,but it will be okay
keep your head up,and tell hubby,to meet with folks in person,whenever possible
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It's bad here as well. I've put I don't know how many applications in and am not getting anywhere. I still have a job but the hours are ****, like 10 hours if I am lucky. Every time I go to an interview there's a bunch of other people there applying for the same position.
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With his advanced degree he could teach or sub without an ed degree. If you live near where he wet to highschool or college I am sure they would open their arms to him. I know our district loves to hire alumni.Here subs make $100 a day below highschool and more at the highschool level. If he subs for special needs they make more. It would be steady work and they pay into a pension plan. It may not be the $$$ you are used to but it is better than nothing. When I was in highschool 30 years ago we had many PhDs on staff. They have even more now. Good luck.
Me
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My DH was without a job for a year. His was the oppisite he had the years of the experience but people who have the degrees and no experience were getting jobs over him. I would say cheer up but I cry everyday myself wondering if I will ever catch up. I am not loosing the house just pay this bill later than that bill. Lets just say because of a freebie my husband found a job because a package was delivered to me. Just remember dont give up hope
Never Take Life Too Serious NONE of Us Are Getting Out Alive !!
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