i feel alone
he does not seem to care. Does not listen to anything i say. I tell him something and then someone else will tell him the same thing and he acts like he never heard it before.
I ask for help, he says ok. Then sits in front of the computer.
I ask for help cleaning the house, he sits in front of the computer or goes outside in the garage.
His kids have had two soccer practices. first sport any of them have played. He wont come and watch, sat home on computer.
gets mad at me because we don't have the money for bills. but takes off and only works half days most weeks. He makes the majority of the money, if he does not work we do not have the money.
he does not realize i can look in history and see what he looks at online.
He is a good father to his kids.
He has not cheated on me, that I am sure of. I just wish I was more important to him.
I am not looking for any kind of a response. just thought it might help to write it down.
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My mom...gone but not forgotten
8/13/1949 - 10/28/2004
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