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Oh I told him if he left not to come back ever. I don't care if you turn around 100 miles from here. You wasted money that we needed for bills. I am soooo hurt but then I'm pissed too. Does that make sense.
I am going to box up his crap and have a garage sale! He didn't take his boat! Guess what, GONE! When I can break into the shed that stuff is gone too. Yeah he took the key. And he took my mom's garage door opener. She biotched for a second, then stopped cause I was crying again.
I feel like I wasted my life. I didn't do a thing to deserve this. I was nothing but good to him.
He was always upset because I put my son first, but he knew that when he married me. I made that clear, my child will always come first. I found out my son said good riddins when he talked to my sister. I always thought he liked him. They went fishing together and worked on cars. God don't tell me my son was unhappy all those years! That will kill me for sure. Maybe he was saying that because of my break down with him. And he knows I'm hurting.
Bright side I get my grandson in the morning. I am going to hold him sooooo tight. I hope I don't squish him lol.
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