Originally Posted by meltodd69

Thank you everyone. My sister came over and picked me up and we went to her house for a bit.
I messed up and had a smoke. Made me sooooo dang sick for hours. Did not help my stomach at all or my nerves. Its so tied up in knots.

I really wish I knew what was going through his mind. I talked to his mother and she had no clue either. His brother was upset because he bought a train ticket to come up for christmas. I told him I am still his sister and come see me.

I can count on one hand how many times we have ever had a fight. Why is this happening? We even had plans for the 4th of July. My mom said he will probably get half way there and turn around. I have this feeling that is not going to happen.

My little dogs run and bark everytime they hear a noise. They think its him. This is one sad house a grown arse woman bawling her eyes out and three depressed dogs.