meltodd69

WTH is wrong with men???

My husband of 15 years just walked out and left me this morning. I really could use a friend right now.

No reason why just he wants to go home to Texas. He took all the money and left. I can't stop crying and I really want to get drunk and have a smoke!
My mom was here when he walked out. He got into his truck and left. Says I love you and I'm sorry WTH is that. He must have been planning this for months.

I don't know what I am going to do. Someone please tell me something to make it better. My mom has been trying all day and I even went over to help my son clean his new home he is moving into. Trying not to think but its not working. Bless my son he knew right away something was wrong. And I have never cried infront of him, but I just held him and cried like a baby.

But now I am alone.
This is the worse day I have had in years. How am I going to do this on my own? How could I let myself get blindsided like this? I just want to curl up and die.
He is my best friend and now he is gone.

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Grandma