Oh, jasmine, I don't know what to say. I've been there too, tho, and toughed it out, sometimes I wonder if I made the right choice. Also, once, many years ago, he was gone way too long, and I knew where he was, so I called the police in the area where he was, told them he was going to be driving under the influence, the kind of car, color, and tag. Sure enough, he was pulled over, tested and arrested. He got out the next day, but he had a long night to think it over, and I had a nice quiet night. This only works if you can trust the police not to rat you out. Mine didn't, I asked them to please not to. I'll be thinking of you, and praying, hon. Stay tough.
