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First I wanted to apoligize for the term "mental problems". I guess I can excuse it with me being german. I should have used chemical inbalance just like schsa said. Sorry.
Then I want to thank you all for your response. I really love you guys. Whenever I need to talk about the depression related stuff, you are always there. It is good to know that there are other "nut bags" out there who know how I feel (I call myself a nut bag...so don't get mad at the term)(PLEASE).
I know that I should have my depressions more under controll (as far as you can do that). I am scared and I know I should not be and fight it. I am fighting but it makes me sooo mentally tired. Right now, I am doing ok but I am (deep inside) waiting for it to start again. I know that is wrong, but if anyone of you has a way to stop thinking like that, please tell me. I don't want to think that way, it happens without me wanting it.
I just found out that my Mom swallowed pills when I was around 20, but she threw them back up because she was thinking of me. I told her to please go to the doctor and talk about it.
Anyways....I wanted to thank all of you and it feels good to be back!
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Get our guys out of Iraq!!
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