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Thanks so much all for your nice saying's and hugs. I'm still trying to kick the depression out of me today. It's a bad, bad day today. I had hubby call the Dr. and he sid he can't see me till Friday and if I get worse before then to bring me to the hospital. I know I need to probably go, but all I'm worried about is losing my part time job and who's gonna take care of the kids and stuff like that. I spent almost a week in there last Oct. and insurance made me leave. Said I didn't need it anymore.(Plus I'm still getting bills from Hospital since Ins. hasn't paid anything yet.) Boy where they wrong and I told the Dr. not to let me go but ins. wouldn't cover anymore. I cried when I left the hospital. I'm not rich and I have medical bills pilling up from when DH was injured from work. Why I want to know I have been on meds for over 1 1/2 and they seem still not to help. I don't know what to do anymore. Just live my life in a lie as I'm told i do. People don't know about this illness and they think they know me and they don't. I wish I knew myself. Thanks again.
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