I am working three(YES, 3) jobs, plus being mommy and chief cook and bottle washer. OH and I have two classes this semester also.
Ok, so I hate one of my jobs. Its my most full time job- 35 hours or so a week, but at only $7 an hour. Theres only 6 people working there, including me. The owners are very nice and the guy whos job Im training on is VERY nice, but the other two are decidedly standoffish. Its hard for me to work where you cant say anything for people giving you the evil eye at every utterance.
The other two jobs I LOVE, I just cant live on them. One is 10 hours a week being the receptionist at the college I attend---$6 an hour. The other is a contract job installing computers for a company out of Minnesota. $25 an hour, but I might only get 5 hours a month. Nothing else,I figure its experience.
OK, so, I leave my house at 6:45 am every morning, and go to the receptionist job. THEN I leave there at 9:20 am to go to my hateful job. I work there till 5 pm on Tues, Thurs and Fri. On Mon and Wed I have class at 2 so I leave at 1:50. On my 5 pm days I dont get home till 5:50 at the earliest. Then I have to cook, make sure people have homework done correctly, have clean clothes, yadda yadda yadda..... On the days I have class, I get home by 4:45 so its a touch easier.
Actually, this isnt why Im in a bad mood today, but its kinda leads up to it so bear with me.......
EVERY SINGLE MORNING except Fridays, I get up at 4 am and make my husband coffee and fix his lunch. Then I go back to bed till 6. After I go back to bed, his alarm goes off and I have to practically force him to turn it off and get out of bed. This morning I got back in the bed and his alarm had been going off for awhile. He sleeps through it, I cant. I told him to turn it off. He didnt. Then I asked him if he heard me. THEN, he YELLS at me I HEAR YOU EVERYTIME!!!!
FINE!
I told him that would be the LAST thing I do for him. BY D@MN, I wont get up tomorrow and fix his coffee or his lunch or wake him up or ANYTHING! If he is late for work and gets wrote up, NOT MY FAULT! Well, thats JUST FINE WITH HIM, since I am not doing anything that spectacular to begin with, OTHER wives get up and make coffee, fix lunches and cook hot breakfasts, I force him to eat nuked bicuits and sausage from Jimmy Dean. It is NOT my fault that he has to sit and drink coffee and smoke for 45 minutes before getting in the shower, its ALSO not my fault it takes him 45 minutes in the bathroom DOING GOD KNOWS WHAT every morning.
Im so mad at him right now I could SCREAM!!!
If you made it through this mess, thank you and I feel sorry for you. Im nto looking for sympathy or advice, or anything, just needed to get it out.